OUR BIGGEST EVENT TURNS DISASTER!!

OUR EVENT IS SUCH A DISASTER!!! IF ONLY I COULD DELETE IT FROM MY MEMORY! NOW I'M THINKING IF OUR BRAIN CAN BE FUNCTIONED JUST LIKE HOW MEMORY CARD DOES. YESTERDAY IS THE MOST EMBARRASSING MOMENT EVER!! I KNOW THAT 'THIS' IS GOING TO HAPPEN FROM THE VERY BEGINNING OF OUR SEMESTER BUT I CANT DO ANYTHING. WHAT KILLS ME THE MOST IS I KEPT ON THINKING THAT I CAN DO BETTER (IF ONLY I AM THE LEADER)! IT IS SO OBVIOUS THAT WE DID NOT PREPARED ENOUGH! DANCERS FORGOT THEIR STEPS, SINGER FORGOT THEIR LYRICS. AND THE MOST EMBARRASSING IS CHOIR!!! MOST OF THEM DON'T EVEN MEMORIZE THE ENTIRE SONG (HOLD MY HAND) GOSHHHHH!!! WHATS WRONG WITH YOU GUYS?? MICE EVENT SUPPOSED TO BE OUR BIGGEST PROJECT BUT WE DID NOT MAKE IT AS WOW AS PEOPLE EXPECTED IT TO BE! URGHHHHH!!! IM FRUSTRATED!!!!

I KNOW I HAVE NO RIGHTS TO BLAME ANYONE BUT I CANT HELP MYSELF FROM BEING FRUSTRATED. I DON'T EVEN FEEL LIKE WANNA TAKE PICTURES OR ANYTHING AFTER THE EVENT (EVEN I LOVE TO BE IN FRONT OF THE CAMERA)

SEEING THEM TOOK PICTURES AFTER THE EVENT YESTERDAY GOT ME THINKING "HOW COME THEY CAN BE SO HAPPY AFTER THE EVENT DID NOT RUN VERY WELL??" BUT I KNOW, AGAIN, I DON'T HAVE THE RIGHT TO BLAME ANYONE. THINS HAD HAPPENED. NOW I HAVE TO THINK ABOUT THE REPORT. MUST SUBMIT ON..... lupa la pula..

OKOK. ENUFF ABOUT MICE. NOW I HAVE TO FOCUS ON OUR NEXT PROJECT; OUTING!

will update more about it later.