SOMETIMES~

Last week saya rajin sangat sampaikan saya tgk2 balik barang2 lama yang saya masih simpan. Kebanyakan barang2 tu semua wujud daritahun 2007 (sblm saya SPM) lg.

Agak letih juga la saya kemas barang2 tu semua. Tapi I had fun! Mau tau kenapa??? Sebab saya baca balik benda2 ‘mengarut’ yang saya tulis back then. Sangat lucu ok. Saya boleh tersenyum sendiri sambil membaca. Biasa la kalau budak2 kan. Lagipun belum habis SPM kan (hehehe)

But, saya sudah buang benda2 tu semua. Mula2 berat hati juga la mau buang. But then bila saya fikir2 balik, x kan saya mau simpan benda2 tu semua sampai tua kan. Banyak tuuuu~

Ok la, there is one thing that caught my attention. Actually sy pun suda lupa benda tu. That thing is a poem that I wrote in 2008. Haa, benda tu saya x buang sebab saya mau masukkan dalam blog ni then baru buang :D so, inilah dia poem tersebut. 100% seperti salinan asal ok.

*grammar agak parah ketika poem ini ditulis

Sometimes I feel emptiness surrounded me..

It brings sadness to me..

It makes me feel like im the only one

Who live in this miserable world.

Sometimes I feel happiness in me..

I laugh and talk all the time

It makes me feel fresh and happy

But it’s just sometimes. It doesn’t last for a long time.

Sometimes I feel terrible..

I make people mad at me..

I hurt their feelings; criticize them..

It makes me feel guilty. I really do feel so..

Sometimes I feel like I’ve chosen the wrong person to be friend with..

The way they live isn’t the way that I prefer to live..

But at the same time, they are the one who make me laugh..

Thanks to them.

Sometimes I feel like I’m the luckiest person on earth..

I get what I want. I achieved what I dreamt about..

But that’s just what I think.. I’m not the luckiest..

There are a lot of people who are luckier.

Sometimes I got confidence in myself..

It gave me strength to speak out what’s on my mind..

But, people doesn’t like it..

So, I wonder what should I do to satisfy them all?